I know i'm mentally and emotionally unstable right now. i've tried my best to suppresse/block that particular feeling, that feeling that i find it hard to explain . Block it out, pretend nothing happened, and be myself again. Keep telling myself that im okay, that i won't break.

it's only been a week and honestly i feel it catching up. idk how to explan it. But all i know is i can't stay angry or hateful for long and that simply makes it harder.